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Friday, 12 September 2008

today has been such a funny day! i can't really believe what's going on, I mean, i feel really guilty for being in love because lil's having such a shit time with jamie at the mo. i feel so sorry for her, i totally dont get it, all this comfortable relationship business, where's the excitement!

she rang me in tears this afternoon after a nightmare lunch with jamie. she said he's trying really hard and buying her loads of clothes to try and make her happier, but she said she's just not happy. they've been together since we were more or less kids, and she really does love him but she's only 20 and got so long left before she settles down!

to anyone looking at them they're so perfect, i think that's the problem! people have such high expectations of them to be the perfect couple, she's going to have to deal with so much backlash from all the bitches at uni and at home. she might even lose her status, she's always been the most popular girl i've ever known and thats another reason for people to give her such a hard time. she's gorgeous, her parents are rich and she's soooo stylish. but she's also the most loving, nice and kindest person most of us have ever met.

i really feel for her! especially as she cut short crying about jamie to ask me about my date. jordon's coming to pick me up in half an hour and i'm so nervous! even though we've been on like four dates already, arggggh i've put on my favourite skirt, it makes me look sooo skinny, and i've curled my hair, had it highlighted today... ahhh ahhh ahhhhh soo nervous! i hope he still likes me!

what if he's found someone he likes more than he likes me?

“thoughts shared at 20:21”
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about me

i'm camps, i'm 20, from leicester, studying at Sheffield Hallam uni with my best friend Lil! love life, try to be happy and smiley, a bit loopy, but that's me! love shopping, spending money, going to fabulous parties! and love being skinny!

wishlist

to be skinny

to be adored

to be rich and famous!

contact

email me at lauren.camps@yahoo.co.uk