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Friday 31 October 2008
whats next from eoghain..... a fucking marriage proposal??!?!!

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hahahahahahahahha!!!!! (sorry lil!)

but it was soooooooo funny when lil told me the story of her date last night!!!! it was a disaster!!!!!

tonight is going to be fun!!!!!!!!

hahahahahahahahha!!!!! (sorry lil!)

xoxoxoxoxoxo

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Thursday 30 October 2008

me and lil have been working on our halloween costumes all day for eoghains party and we look soooo cool!!! lil especially shes a cat and she looks hot!!!!!! im gonna be a dead version of lil bo peep fun times!!!!! jordon said he might return with josh for the weekend and so they might pop into the party to take their minds off things although i dont think josh will want to stay when he sees eoghain cosying up to our lil!!! we didnt think its a good idea to tell lil that josh is coming back so im not going to he probs wont come to the party and they probs wont bump into each other all weekend anyways!!

talking of eoghain i cant believe hes taking lil out again tonight!!!!!! to somewhere really fancy apparently!!!! but with tomorrows party aswell that means hes had her 3 nights this week!!!! which is far too eager even for my liking!!!! i hope she has a great night but grrrr i hope he does something wrong and lil realises how much she likes josh!!! grrrrr

xoxoxoxo

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Tuesday 28 October 2008
ive just found lils blog online through ollies and omg its annoying!!!!! im annoyed!!!! ahhhh she enjoyed this date last night butttttt why is she lying and saying eoghains reaaaaaaally gorgeous i mean yeah hes good looking but not half........... a QUARTER as good looking as josh!!!!! and not a quarter as muscly as josh either!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i know what shes doinggg shes just going out with eoghain to take her mind off of josh!!!!! you watch she wont mention josh for ages and shell just go along with saying she likes eoghain etc etc etc yadda yadda!!!!!! i know she really doesnt think this date was half..... a quarter!!!...... as good as her ones with josh cos shes like 'it was nice' 'it was nice' nice nice nice nice and she hates using that word!!!!!!!!

argh i wish i could somehow change her mind!!!

im staying at jordons for a bit maybe for tonight and then go home tomorrow and sort things out back there!!!!

xoxoxoxo

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Monday 27 October 2008

ok so ive just got to jordons after a looooong weekend in london............ and lillys not here! josh is locked up in his room and jordon said he went apeshit and had a big go at lil for asking ollie to come over, and she went home!!!!!!!!!!

so now i dont know whether to go back to hallam or stay here.......... im stuck!!!!!!! i really want to stay here and make sure jordons ok i feel so bad that i havent been here all weekend to make sure everythings ok but i need to make sure lils ok too!!!!

josh and lil are soooooo meant to be it just never works out for them and i hate it i feel so bad for them both!!!!!! when they get together with no complications theyll be perfect!!!!!!

xoxoxoxo

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Friday 24 October 2008

poor lil she cant do right from wrong!!!!!!!!!! its not her fault so many guys like her and its not her fault josh screwed up!!!!!! i just feel so sorry for them all, espesh josh and lil because they soooo obv like each other they just cant get together!!!!!!!

i know its all that everyone talks about but theyre just soooo cute when theyre together and they deserve to be together and argggh its annoying!!!

anyway im off for the weekend, for a boring weekend being a boring PA - see you all on monday!!!!!

xoxoxoxoxo

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Thursday 23 October 2008
jordons asked me to come home with him for the weekend and ahhhhh i reeeeeeally want to go but i cant i gotta go and do a placement in london for my course and ahhh its probably going to be really borrrrrrring and id rather be tucked up in bed with jordon any day but i dont have a choice!!!!!!

it would be great to meet his family again ahhhh bummer!!!!

lils got a date tonight grrr!!! well she says its not a date but i know eoghain wants it to be a date and thats not good cos i want her to get with josh argggggh!!!!

xoxoxoxo

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Wednesday 22 October 2008

ahhhhhhhhhhh im sooooooooooo in looooooooooooooooove!!!!

XOXOXOXOXOXO

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Tuesday 21 October 2008
im trying to get lil out with us this evening but its just not working - shes not budging!!!!!!! we always go to the pub on a tuesday, its a little tradition thing weve had going on for three years now, but she doesnt want to go and i know why...

...she got flowers!!!!!!!! and she doesnt know who theyre from. and shes scared of bumping into josh at the pub because shes totalllllly smitten with him but cant have him yadda yadda. and shes scared of bumping into eoghain cos hes obviously into her but shes into josh.

ohhh, the dilemmas of being a 5'11" skinny blonde!!!...

xoxoxo

“thoughts shared at 17:28”

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Monday 20 October 2008
me and tam have just got back from lectures and everyones talking about lil!!!!!! i would say i dont know where its come from, but one guess!!!! stupid cow!!!!

so now theres rumours going around that lils sleeping with both eoghain and josh and that shes really enjoying having the pick of whichever guy she wants!!!! which is so not true and ive put a stop to it today by telling everyone the real truth - that lil and eoghain are just friends, lil and josh are well lil and josh, and summer is the hussy by turning up, turning up ALONE being a main point here, and throwing herself at josh like a little tramp!!

i love giving people something else to talk about!!!

xoxoxo

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Sunday 19 October 2008
lils still asleep in joshs room and he emerged this morning looking very sorry for himself....... there was a huge fight last night between josh and ollie when ollie was caught making out with rebecca on joshs bed.... how could ollie!!! i cant believe it!!! after all thats happened he goes and does something completely stupid like that!!!!

but josh explained that earlier on in the night he and lil had had a BIG fight she even hit him!!! didnt know lil had it in her!!!! he said he told her how he felt about her but she probably wont remember because she was so drunk, then he made a sly comment about her being too busy eating eoghains face off... not good! he looked totally gutted!!!

so after the fight last night lil must have stayed over and i bet shes quite made up about eoghain but i know how much she wants to be with josh, so i bet shes gonna be pretty sad about what happened between them last night, i know she'll remember cos she likes him so bloody much!!!! im gonna speak to her later...........

the party was really good everyone dressed up and looked totally cool, i bet everyones talking about everything today but i just cant be bothered to go back home, far too comfy here with my perfect jordon and sulky josh!!! hehe

xoxoxoxxo

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Saturday 18 October 2008
ooooooooook so this is all a little weird! me and the girls have been on the wine all night, very drunk right now, but ollie has been here all day???? weird. and hes coming to the party?!!!! even more weird. i dont know why hes bothered turning up???? i dont exactly know what to say to him - do i be friendly or do i ignore him or???? i think he knows theres a bit of an atmosphere going on, cos he keeps looking at me with his little cute face like a little puppy, silently begging for me to talk to him!!! i dont know what he expects when he gets to the party - everyone to accept him with open arms????

to be fair they cant really see that its him heheheh!!!

and the other weird thing, lil is not here?????? shes at eoghains flat?!!!! which means hes coming too!!!! so with josh eoghain and ollie all coming theres bound to be drama!!!!

argggh so much drama!!!! anyway were all ready to go and its gonna be a boss of a party but i just have a feeling that things arent really going to run as smooth!!
but really do they ever!!!!

xoxoxoxoxo

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Friday 17 October 2008
weve just got back from the pub and am quite drunk although not eaten anything all day so that could be the reason why!! jordon and josh came to meet us and eoghain was there too and he and lil were stuck in their deep conversation as per usual!! i really think hes taking her mind off josh but i duno if thats a good thing or not? cos josh and lil are soooo meant to be!! but i guess he kinda had his chance and he blew it, so!!!!!!!

im at jordons atm, i feel a bit bad for leaving lil alone although they were still at the pub when we left! im sure eoghain will walk her home!! ive soooo missed jordon im so glad hes here, i love him so much!!! and hes so totally hot!!!

okay so josh just came into our room and he looks really down!!!! hes soooo pining after lil its soooo cute!!!!

anyway powerpuff girls here we come!!!!!!!!

xoxoxoxo

“thoughts shared at 23:10”

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Thursday 16 October 2008
not good at allllllllllllllllllllllllll!!!!
oops!!!

looks like eoghain likes lil else he wouldnt have asked her to have coffee with him!!! i thought they looked a bit into each other on tuesday night!!!! i mean, i am happy for her but what about josh??????

shes just come home and i asked her what the deal with between her and eoghain and she said they were just friends and he surprised her when he rang her today and asked her out for coffee. i believe her, but then she was pulling on her wooly hat and changing her shoes into her boots and i asked her where she was going and she said she was going to the pub with eoghain!!!! so i dunno what thats all about!!! she told me not to give her one of my looks and i said i thought she was moving pretty quick, and she threw her boot at me. honestly im such a joker!!!!! hehe
i told her we were planning to go pub anyway and were going to ask her to come cos its quids night, and she told me to stop asking as though she was on a date, when we get there i gotta ring her and we're all gonna sit together.

anyway, so theyre friends, so what????????? you just need to tell josh that!!!

xoxoxoxo

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Wednesday 15 October 2008
yayyyyyness someone has answered my prayers!!! actually, josh baker has!!! surprise surprise!!!

so anyway, hes having a party!!! and its going to be awesome, were going to dress up as the powerpuff girls! omg yes!!!

ok so lilly technically doesnt know were going yet i dont even think shes seen the invite but if its the last thing i do i am draggign her to this party!!!

which one am i going to be? i can buy a ginger wig? seems as both me and lil are blonde, we cant both be the blonde one!! ohhhhh i hope lils still got her sewing machine, we need to get making outfits right now!!!

and technically i should be doing some reading right now but this is soooo much more important!!! so exciting!!!!

jordon said he might go as mighty mouse, what a hottie!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

LOVE IT!!!
xoxoxoxo

“thoughts shared at 19:47”

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oh and ps:// whos hosting the party this weekend???!!! flat 408 need a party to go to!!!!!

xoxoxoxo

“thoughts shared at 09:05”

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dammit i hate waking up early all of the time!!!!! its like my stomach grumbles and wakes me up and i cant get back to sleep and its like argh!

and another argh - josh is so jealous of the people lils hanging out with!!!! you should have seen his face last night!!! not good, not good at all!!!!!

anyway, even better news - about the wonderful *cough* wonderful sfs - shes planning something!!! ahhhh i love it when her bffs get a bit paranoid that theyre going to lose their status if they stick by her!!! so the next best thing to keep them in the loop is to tell me summers secrets!!!

ok so shes planning something to make lil fall, but hasnt come up with a plan yet!hang on a sec - summer doesnt have a plan???? shes losing it, peeps, losing it!!!

xoxoxoxo

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Tuesday 14 October 2008
i think lil really upset josh last night we went out on the town and for some reason i didnt get very drunk but lil was absolutely wasted and we bumped into josh in the park and lil told him obviously totally oblivious to who he was that he reminded her someone she liked loads
so now josh knows that lil does really like him but he screwed it up and so hes bound to feel even more awful about everything

i might go over and see if hes ok? i duno. i feel bad cos jordons back in cambridge and im sure josh is stuck inside by himself

i do have an essay to start though... and lil wants to go out tonight, burning the candle at both ends hmmm!

xoxoxo

“thoughts shared at 10:30”

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Monday 13 October 2008
so jordon just rang me telling me how gutted josh is about whats happened between him and my lil.

so weve come to the conclusion that we should be matchmakers and try our hardest to get them together once and for all!!!!!

i dont think its a good idea right now, and it might really piss lilly on, but itll soooo be worth it in the end!

and all the thanks will go to super camps and super j!!!!

xoxoxoxo

“thoughts shared at 13:40”

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me and lil had a huge chat about everything last night and shes really gutted that it didnt work out with josh. she said she still wants to be friends but i dont know if that will be hard for him??? i personally think he'll try and be friends and i dont see any probs with us all hanging out together

theyre obv still going to see each other now theyre in the same friendship circle [kind of, duno whats going on with ollie atm] and what with her being my bff and josh being jordons brother, theyre gonna have to put up with a few awkward moments when we all go out together - which we will be doing!!!
no excuses allowed from lil!!!

xoxoxo

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Sunday 12 October 2008
were homeeee!!! the party was fabulous, god jordon is so scrummy!!! we had such a good night!!! lilly seemed to be having a really good night with josh too but i think she told him how she really feels cos she was really quiet on the way home this morning!

i think shes really upset but trying not to show it!!!! and ive changed my mind - after the way josh was with her last night i think they should be in love and together forever!!!

bit late now eh!!

xoxoxoxo

“thoughts shared at 13:11”

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Friday 10 October 2008
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY, it's me and lil against the world again!!!!!!!!!!!!

shes just come home and we had a little talk and a big hug and once again, we do rule all!

i love her so much and she loves me, and things are going to be a-ok!
...i hope!

xoxoxoxo

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Thursday 9 October 2008
i wish lil would get in touch!!!! ive rang jordon, and hes not heard anything from josh either!!!

ohmigod, what if theyve ran off together?!?!?

xoxoxoxo

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Wednesday 8 October 2008
i think the best thing to do right now is take lil's mind off of things. thats why ive decided im going to try and speak to her tonight.im guessing she might be pretty upset about what happened between josh and corey yesterday, but im going to try and make sure she doesnt get in touch with him or anything cos dya think that will only make her worse?? he screwed her over and even though its not her fault, he really hurt her and i dont think she should go back and see him, not too yet its too soon.

ahhhh i do hope hes okay though. i spoke to jordon who said he might have to go to hospital. so much drama!

xoxoxo

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Tuesday 7 October 2008
okay so what i love about summer bloody fs is that she forgets sometimes to miss out some of the most important details!

such as the rugby hottie running the trials, who she and her friends and practically the whole female side of hallam went to see today was none other than lilly jensons brother

ohhh i loved the look on her face when josh asked lilly what she was doing her, and she replied that corey was her brother. the whole of the field practically gasped, and summers face practically fell

what i didnt love was lilly running into josh. so not good.

xoxo

“thoughts shared at 19:03”

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saw lil in the kitchen today but she slipped into her room before i had a chance to say anything... im glad shes home and im gonna try talk to her later and sort things out. she didnt even look upset but i know her cover ups and her face this morning was one of her cover ups. thats why no one ever knows that shes hurting because she puts on a normal face and smiles and everyone thinks oh look perfect lilly jenson!!!

cant believe what happening on campus!!!! summer hasnt even got one over on lil, apart from the whole shagging josh thing... that was toooo bad in itself but i know summer was hoping for an aftershock aswell, but its just not happening! NO ONE is bitching about Lil, theyre all moaning about summer and saying how much of a bitch she is for doing what she did!

EVERYONE IS ON LILLYS SIDE! i love it, love it so much!

oh, and lil gave her one fucking good smack, you should see how much make up summers wearing to class to try and cover her cheek up!!

xoxoxox

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Monday 6 October 2008
lilly just sent me a short text saying she was staying with her brother. thats all she said, no kisses on the end or anything, just that. she has every right to be mad with me and i feel so bad about it!!

but at least shes safe. being with her brother means that she could be anywhere - he plays professional rugby and travels alot, but theyre most probably somewhere near home. im glad shes with him, he can sort her out and make sure shes okay

oh she also said in the text not to tell anyone where she was, and id love to keep that i really would, i mean shed be so much more mad if she asked me to keep a secret and i told everyone, but josh and ollie are worried sick over her so i think i should at least let them know that shes safe? i dont want her to get angry with me, but i think its for the best!!!

id watch out though if i was ollie or josh - i wouldnt want to be rugby tackled by corey jenson!! well, i certainly would, me being a young girl and him being a 6 foot 4 tall broad toooooootally sexy 24 year old rugby star. but them, being men and rather inferior to him [even if josh is a right hottie] would not enjoy it. promise.

xoxoxoxo

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Sunday 5 October 2008
i tried to explain to lil that i honestly didnt know that the rumour was true, buti understand shes far too upset to talk things through at the mo

i should have told her - shes my best friend, we could have got through it together instead of lil having to go through all that on her own

feel awful

xoxoxo

“thoughts shared at 15:11”

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Saturday 4 October 2008
well it's the day of the party, and i know lil's really nervous about it. ive tried to speak to her about it but she tells me she's fine, even though i know she's not. and shes definitely not going to be when shes drank a couple of glasses of wine and ollie starts trying to talk to her.

argh damn men!!! apart from jordon, because hes perfect obviously!! i really hope summer doesnt turn up tonight, else there's going to be trouble. everyone knows about this rumour now, and i know i should warn lilly, but i just dont know what to say to her? shes only just started being happy again, shes had such a fab week and i dont want to ruin it for her!

argharghargh

xoxoxo

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Friday 3 October 2008
something is going around, and it's going to really hurt lilly. summer's made up this total, utter lie about josh sleeping with her last night, and shes spreading it around like i dont know what. lilly is going to find out soon and its going to be awful, cos we had a convo last night and she told me they had kissed and she reallly likes him and omg summer is so frigging shallow!! i cant beleieve how far she will go to try and blacken lilly and josh's names!!!

its obv not true because josh has taken lilly out to dinner and he wouldnt do that if he wanted to get back with summer!

if she turns up to this party tomorrow i am going to smack her. watch out sfs!!!

xoxoxoxoo

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Thursday 2 October 2008
okay so ollie just rang.. he's having a party... saturday. eeeeeek. he told me to bring lil - if he really wants to make it up to her then he should ring her himself, but i'll pass the message on just this once. so, what are we gonna go? we cant not go, cos everyone will wonder why and then their big secret will be out. but hes having a house warming party and all the way over in manchester means that we gotta stay over... so either way we'll have to lie about the real reason we'll be staying in a hotel.

eeeek i dont know how or when to tell lil, shes out with josh right now and im guessing it would ruin her wonderful night if i told her tonight. what to dooo what to dooo!!! jordon said hes going, and im guessing josh would be too, and hed want lil to be there and arggh.

i wish ollie had never done what he did and ruined their great friendship. he's SUCH an idiot!

xoxoxo

“thoughts shared at 22:48”

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eeee you should have seen lil when we went shopping today!!! she was sooooo cute!!! she tried to deny it, but i knew she was trying to pick out an outfit for her little date tonight!!!!

as for me, well i love jordon so much!!! but hes back home in cambridge!!!!! he should be coming up this weekend, but hes not sure!!! ahhhh i miss him so much!!! i just wish he would come back, ive missed him so much and hes missed me and ive been slimming down for him so that he thinks i look beautiful!!!!! im getting there, anyway!!!! being lovesick doesnt give me the biggest of appetites, so i might ask him to stay away longer!!! haha!!!

xoxoxoxoxo

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Wednesday 1 October 2008

Eeee, Lil should be home any minute!!!! me and the girls are here all excited, waiting for her to come in and tell us the gossip!!! their first little night time 'date', awwww its soooo cute! imagine me and lil, best friends, dating jordon and josh, brothers!!! double dates all round!!!

omg its totally going around that summer bloody f-s has something planned to ruin all of the excitement. shes such a selfish cow, she just cant deal with someone else having the limelight and having her boyfriend!!! its the perfect revenge, ahh after monday night, you should really have seen summers face when lil told her josh had asked her out on a week long of dates!!! i would kill to see that moment again!!

i love it, love it, love it. the perfect revenge!!!

and i got a little secret, that my wonderful gorgeous boyfriend told me. oh yes. josh really does like lilly!!!! and hes going to try really hard to impress her!! eeeeee i hope she likes him too!!! i really really hope!!!!

all this romance, god i love it!!!

xoxoxoxo

“thoughts shared at 22:01”

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about me
i'm camps, i'm 20, from leicester, studying at Sheffield Hallam uni with my best friend Lil! love life, try to be happy and smiley, a bit loopy, but that's me! love shopping, spending money, going to fabulous parties! and love being skinny!

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