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Tuesday 30 September 2008
as far as i know, lil and josh's little lunch date went fabulously!! yayyyy!!!

god, uni is so boring compared to all this drama!!!!

xoxoxoxoxo

“thoughts shared at 15:24”

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Monday 29 September 2008
i cant believe it!!!!! summer bloody francis smith has just somehow got into the courtyard of our flat (shagged the security guard high possibility?????) and started yelling up to our flat, telling lil to come down and face the music, threatening her if she didnt come down and all this stuff!!! we didnt even know who it was at first, we just heard shouting so we looked out the kitchen window to see summer there, by herself, with all her posse standing on the other side of the gate!!!! she kept telling lil to come down, so in the end lil said fuck it, and went down!!! i followed her.

lilly went storming over to summer and asked her what the hell she was playing at, and summer started yelling at her saying she should be asking that question, seems as lillys stealing josh off of her! lilly said erm excuse me, josh isnt your boyfriend, its a free country, "if he asks me out on a date then im not going to consider you before going out on a date with him." i cant believe she said that!!! sooooo funny, you should have seen summers face!!!! i know she called it a date on purpose but what if she really did think it was a date?? oeee!!! anyway, back to the subject on hand....

it was soooo funny, i think summer was expecting lil to back down and start apologising or something...!!!! summer faltered for a second, double checking that josh asked lilly out.... lilly said yes... actually... we're going on a date every day this week....!!! oh god i was loving it... summer totally didnt know what to do..... then she regained her posture and started going on about josh "downgrading".... all the time lilly didnt respond she just stood there hands on hips waiting for summer to run out of steam... and eventually she did.... and then just to add insult to injury lilly shouted after her, i'll let you know how it goes!! ohhh was soo funny, summer just stormed off!!!!

lilly was really angry when we got back inside, and then she got a bit upset, but she did sooo well, im so bloody proud of her!!! we talked about it for a bit, and we came to the conclusion that summers gonna try her hardest to either disrupt their dates, or get josh back.

but we'll just wait and see!!!

“thoughts shared at 23:48”

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i don't think i quite realised what happened between lil and ollie. i spoke to lil late last night, she's really upset, and he's really pissed off and went back to manchester by himself without saying goodbye to anyone!!!!

this is not good. a fall out cant happen, they're best friends!!!! hes been such an idiot!!!! can't believe he did what he did, treated my best friend like a piece of meat! im angry at him!!!! its obvious he's always had a thing for her, but he did that last week and now he looks jealous cos of josh getting closer to lil!!

everyone needs to grow up!!!

anyway, im off to enrolment/intro lectures!! fun fun!

“thoughts shared at 07:52”

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Sunday 28 September 2008
were just getting ready to go to cambridge, im far too excited!!! not eaten anything all day so that i can get away with eating a little bit at the party, cos lil'll notice if i dont eat anything, like she did on sat!!!! awww im soooo happy, lils got all dressed and prettied up, she looks stunning in my fave dress of hers!!! she always looks gorgeous, but im sure josh will love her!!!!!

ohhh yesss this thing with her and josh, do you think it'll be gooooood??? i think it'll be gooooooooood!!! a wholeeeeeee week of dating, yum yum yum!! he likeeeeees herrrr!

ahhh its going to be a fab night!!! with my jordon!!! love him!!!

yayness xoxoxox

“thoughts shared at 16:26”

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Saturday 27 September 2008
ps:// [toilet break] i've made lilly agree to the game we do every time one of us is down. it's called the yes game, and you have to say yes to every invitation/date/outing you get asked on for the next two weeks!!!!!!! its so much fun, she used to do it to me all the time!!!! but im winning, you see, as i've told josh all about it, and it's all going on downstairs!!! love it!!!

xoxoxooxoxo

“thoughts shared at 21:21”

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argggggggggggh i'm missing jordon so much already!!!!!!! i cant stand it, i need to be with him!!!! ive felt a bit homesick and lost this week, what with jordon being in cambridge, ollie being back to manch and lil staying in for most of freshers. its been a loooooooong week!

but now its the weekend, and everyone is back, and we have a surprise homewarming party for lil to shake her out of her shell a bit! she'll be home any minute, and it's going to be fab!!!!!!!!!!!!!

xoxoxoxoxo

“thoughts shared at 19:26”

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Tuesday 23 September 2008
why did we let that bitch ruin the party??? arggggh all i've heard since saturday was i can't believe summer did that, jamie obviously hates her, lillys obviously really hurt jamie, but then again poor Lilly, and ooo don't Lilly and Josh look perfect together? what a great way of getting Summer back!

argh people talk talk talk and i hate it!!! we haven't seen summer since the party, but im guessing we'll bump into her at some point during freshers.

shes such a cow! i hate her! how dare she do that to lil? pisses me off big time, argh argh cant wait to get my revenge on the stupid cow!!

xoxoxo

“thoughts shared at 03:56”

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Saturday 20 September 2008
eeeeeeeeeeeeee, tomorrows the big day, not been to a party in like a month, its soooo exciting!!! got my dress hung up in my dorm room, me and lil are going out for hair and make up, ollie's coming, jordon is just far too lush, and summer's gonna go down!

eeeeeeee! xoxoxoxo

“thoughts shared at 01:06”

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Thursday 18 September 2008
ahhhhh today was SO FUNNY! i found out something really really really great. REALLY GREAT. but really secretive. well, i dont care if its that secretive or not, cos it would really fuck Summer FS off............

Josh, yes Josh Baker, Summer FS's [boyfriend] - i put that in brackets cos hes fed up with the bitch after long last --------- he has a little crush on my best friend lil!

yaaaaaay!!!! how cute!!!

and it would be the perfect 1-2! it really would!!!

just one problem....she doesnt want a boyfriend right now!

ok so it is slightly soon, and this is slightly weird of me cos im going out with his bro, but like i said yday, god he's LUSH! so cuuute! so i fancy a bit of matchmaker this saturday! oh yes!

yayyyyyy xoxoxoxoxo

“thoughts shared at 19:07”

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yaaaaay, me ollie and lil are going SHOPPING!!!!

xoxoxoxoxo

“thoughts shared at 10:46”

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Wednesday 17 September 2008
had such a good day! ahh god, i really do think im in love! jordon's so nice and ahhh, i hope he really likes me too! he says he does, but hes sooo much older than me, and hes so gorgeous, and im not, but maybe he likes fat people? hes hoping to move up to sheffield soon ahhh then we can more or less live together and see each other all of the time and ahhh! love love LOVE!

met up with jordon's brother josh today, he seems really nice! god he's even more lush than his brother! dont tell anyone i said that though! god i wish i could get him and lilly together or something, she would love that! i know shes not thinknig about that right now, but i was sat there thinking ahhh you would be the perfect match for my best friend! hes really tall and broad, and muscly from playing loads of rugby like jord, and hes got dark, floppy hair and dark eyes and ahhh lil would love him!!!!

anyway, so the day was really nice, loooved catching up with Ollie, god he's so tanned!!!!! he looks great. now we're back at lil's house but she's still asleep, she looks like she hasn't moved since we left her at 10am this morning! she was crying loads last night so im guessing shes exhausted! her room looks so bare without all of her things in it! all thats left are dresses, make up etc etc etc and her laptop! i really hope she can come to this party on saturday, it looks like ollie's coming too, and i think it'll be a really nice night, but if lil wants me to stay home with her i will, cos that's what best friends do!

“thoughts shared at 16:12”

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ohmigod!!!! lilly's parents just called to say theyre staying at the restaurant....... and...... summer came into the restaurant tonight!!! with her family!!!! and she looked shifty and scared all night!!! i would have loved to have been there!!! anyway, lil's mum said on the phone that she was all dressed up and refused to eat much (starving herself to try and get the thinnest before hallam... we all do it!) and the head chef saw her, and served her really crap food but she didn't dare complain in front of her parents! i knew she didnt have any guts when it really came to it!

ahhh i would have so loved to have been there, i bet she was expecting lilly to come in any second! the funny thing is that summer hasnt told her parents anything about the fall out, so they think we're all still best friends! it would have been soooo funny to see summer all stuttery and blushing when lilly ignored her! ahh could have been the perfect score to pull it back to 1-1!

“thoughts shared at 01:29”

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Tuesday 16 September 2008
spending all day with lil again today, making sure she's ok! she's asleep atm! jamie keeps ringing her, i turned her phone off when she was asleep, so he would stop bugging her. i feel so bad for her, her mums really up in arms about everything, and with everything else she's gotta deal with i feel so bad for her! i haven't told lil i know yet but one of our girls Skye told me that Summer already knows about it, and she's being a bitch about it! which is none less than expected really, but why does she have to be such a dog! i hoped she would leave it all until we got to hallam, and let everyone have a nice end to their summer, but obv not! its gonna be hell, im dreading it.

and im dreading going on saturday too! i dont think lils gonna come now, shes not really up to it! apparently summers not going, and lil doesnt think jamies invited, but they could both still turn up and that would be bad! so i dunno what im gonna do without my best friend there! what if jordon leaves me by myself and goes off with some hot girl? we dont even really know josh, and its his birthday! which is the way it always goes really. i havent met him properly yet since that thing the other night, and im a bit worried cos he clearly thinks im a loony!

its going around that summer and josh arent doing too well at the minute, apparently hes fed up with her! im surprised its taken him all summer to figure this out! apparently hes a nice guy, so whats he doing with her???

im really happy with jordon! god im in love! i love it! love him! spending the last part of the weekend with him before we go back to hallam for good. im gonna miss him like crazy!

talk about missing someone like crazy... OLLIE'S HOME!!! it even brought a smile to lilly's face when i told her... shes so happy to have him back! hes lils best friend, theyve been best friends for yeaaaaaaaaaaars! he moved to cambridge a year or so ago and hes been in milan for the past couple of months! anyway hes finally home and hes coming over tomorrow yippeee!!! were gonna try persuade lil to come up to hallam with a few of her things, if not then me and ollie will go, then come back down and i think ollies gonna stay over for a few days to cheer her up, and let me spend some time with jordon!

anyway, lils stirring so i gotta go! make a milkshake for her or something!

“thoughts shared at 15:52”

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i've spent all day with LJ today. don't really want to give anything away on here because there's prying eyes for sure, but things are not good. at all! lilly is so upset and i don't know what to do about it! i'm trying to help her out as much as possible, and i know she knows shes doing the right thing, its just so hard for her!

shes not told anyone yet, i dont know if jamie has! we're gonna try keep it schtum for a while at least until uni settles down! sfs will have a field day, although jordon let me in on a little secret today that josh isnt too happy with her lately! yay! is summer francis-smith finally going to put in her place?!!!!

why is everyone breaking up? am i the only non-singleton out there?

xoxoxoxoxo

“thoughts shared at 00:59”

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Sunday 14 September 2008
today's been a good day! helped Lil out in the restaurant for a few hours, took my mind off of things, and kept me out of the house. It was nice, especially seeing her going all coy over ed garcia! jesus, he's such a flirt!

onto more serious things, uni is going to be hell. i so don't wanna go, and i don't wanna go to this party on saturday, and i don't ever wanna see summer again even though i know i'm gonna bump into her as soon as we get back to sheffield!

i can't believe what happened on friday! i can't even go into it, ive gone over it thousands of times in my head already! i think jordon thinks im a total freak now............ he's being really nice about everything but i bet he feels sorry for me. and i bet now that summers pointed out my weight, i bet he thinks im fat. im sure hes gonna find someone else at this party that he likes more than me, so theres no point even going is there? his brother didnt even stick up for me so why should i go to his party? jordon said hes a really nice guy, and im sure he is, im sure its all down to summer.

who is a bitch, in case you didnt know!

xoxoxo

“thoughts shared at 20:16”

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Saturday 13 September 2008
AM I A LOONY?

“thoughts shared at 00:14”

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Friday 12 September 2008
today has been such a funny day! i can't really believe what's going on, I mean, i feel really guilty for being in love because lil's having such a shit time with jamie at the mo. i feel so sorry for her, i totally dont get it, all this comfortable relationship business, where's the excitement!

she rang me in tears this afternoon after a nightmare lunch with jamie. she said he's trying really hard and buying her loads of clothes to try and make her happier, but she said she's just not happy. they've been together since we were more or less kids, and she really does love him but she's only 20 and got so long left before she settles down!

to anyone looking at them they're so perfect, i think that's the problem! people have such high expectations of them to be the perfect couple, she's going to have to deal with so much backlash from all the bitches at uni and at home. she might even lose her status, she's always been the most popular girl i've ever known and thats another reason for people to give her such a hard time. she's gorgeous, her parents are rich and she's soooo stylish. but she's also the most loving, nice and kindest person most of us have ever met.

i really feel for her! especially as she cut short crying about jamie to ask me about my date. jordon's coming to pick me up in half an hour and i'm so nervous! even though we've been on like four dates already, arggggh i've put on my favourite skirt, it makes me look sooo skinny, and i've curled my hair, had it highlighted today... ahhh ahhh ahhhhh soo nervous! i hope he still likes me!

what if he's found someone he likes more than he likes me?

“thoughts shared at 20:21”

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I'M IN LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

xoxoxoxoxo

“thoughts shared at 01:11”

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i'm welcoming myself to the blogging world!

my best friend lil told me she's started a blog on here, and i thought hey, why not, i should do one too! so here it is!

i'm lauren, otherwise known as camps. lil is my best friend, she's amazing, although she won't show me her blog, cos she thinks people will make fun of her! we're not like that you see. we aren't usually associated with all things geek (oh dear, how awful does that make me sound!) although this seems like a pretty good way of getting my feelings out, like a secret diary!

anyway, i'm going to mess around with this for a bit and try and make sense of everything! exciting stuff! camps xoxoxo

“thoughts shared at 00:08”

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about me
i'm camps, i'm 20, from leicester, studying at Sheffield Hallam uni with my best friend Lil! love life, try to be happy and smiley, a bit loopy, but that's me! love shopping, spending money, going to fabulous parties! and love being skinny!

wishlist
  • to be skinny
  • to be adored
  • to be rich and famous!

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    email me at lauren.camps@yahoo.co.uk

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